Sweet Little Nothings

Short and to the point.

PamNanet — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 08:13:00 +0000

My summer is not over. I was about to write some heart felt letter about my summer being over and i just thought of a few things. I will be back soon. WISH ME LUCK THIS WEEK !!!

August is almost over.

PamNanet — Thu, 12 Aug 2010 21:50:00 +0000

With August almost over, many things are soon to change. Seasons, weather, plans, emotions, clothes and many more things. I remember looking towards for this summer with many high hopes and great intentions. It was planned to be better than any other past summers. With the exception of a few days in this wonderful summer, not much has been for filled. All was planned out well. Not one flaw. All I would have to do is sit back and enjoy the hot days of summer. Plans like take a road trip out to the mid west, Go down to Florida and see my family members. Work every day of the summer and make good money. Go out every weekend or when I could and meet people. Have my own apartment and throw a awesome house warming party. The usual 22 year old activities I would say, But life does not happen the way you want it to work. I can’t pin point where things went wrong, but I surely know not much has been accomplished.

Do not get me wrong this summer I tried making it work, but there were just some small details that made things difficult for me. The fact that I have been looking for a job for a very long time. Not just a regular job, but a job I would like to wake up in the morning and say I am very excited to go to work today. I have a lot of friends and family telling me that things will be better or you will find something don’t feel bad. Truth of the matter is i have not found nothing. I thank there support, but a pat on the back sometimes just does not help it. I have also had a few hands reach out towards me and I can say one fell through well, another had bad communication and all the other look outs never made it anywhere far. I try every day but i guess i am doing something wrong.

As for other plans like meeting new people, going on trips and moving out. most of these where well executed. I love meeting new people and just talking and finding out more about that person. I tried to go out when I was able to go out. Even when I did not have the means to go out I still went out. I met a few characters along the way. I also give out my info to people to call me up and hang out with me. Some actually came through. I hate being lied to. If you have no intentions of hanging out with me why ask for my info. I only have a hand full of friends that are a guaranteed call away. As for moving out and going on trips, some where done but locally. Moving out will have to wait. With the situation that I am in, I am bound to live here for ever. I know i have to change my ways, but when no one is giving you the opportunity to work how can I.

Now that august is almost over I realize all the stuff that I have done and it wasn’t to bad. Yeah I can complain about the stuff i was not able to do, But some plans where done in a low budget manner. Would I would I trade this summer fr a better summer ? Probably. Even though not much was done I still think this summer was some what enjoyable. Much of the things I have done these past few month was very unexpected. I Like random days and night. Makes life a bit more interesting. Well as much I bitch and moan about my life I gotta stay positive and focus on the task at hand. That task is finding a job. Once I get one of those I hope everything turns out better for me. I always try to make any situation go from bad to good. I think I am doing a good at it so far.

As a closer for my thoughts. Enjoy the rest of your summer. Take it easy and do not get to comfortable with it. Remember all good things must come to an end, but always remember there is always something out there waiting for you.

Tomorrow is a new day !!!
-Daniel Bonilla

To the unknown.

PamNanet — Mon, 09 Aug 2010 04:34:00 +0000

Hello world today is technically Monday and its still August. Today I actually had a great day. Despite the first half where it was spent cleaning my second half felt even better. I was invited over to my friends house to watch TV and shoot the shit as one might say. It felt pretty good to see people you normally do not get to see all the time. It is like catching up with old friends but for some weird reason no one ever left to far. I don’t know. That is how I felt. All in all today went well. Lately i have been getting these funny feelings when I depart from people but today no funny feelings. I just left quite normal and not miserable. This is how I would like to be for a long time. So far my life does not suck as much as I thought it would.

In other news I have an unknown reader. I am very curious who this unknown reader is. Hence the reason why I named this blog to the unknown. It is like having your very own stalker but you will never know who this person is until they give you a clue. Please do not let me know who you are. I would rather guess who this person is. The possibilities are endless. You can be any one in this world, in my head. A famous actor, a scientist, a person I know, a person from my past, a athlete, distance family member. I do not know. You are a real person and i choose to keep you anonymous in my head.

Well I think I wrote enough for today. Tomorrow I will definitely write more. I got places to go and people to see. HERE I COME WORLD

Tomorrow is a new day!!!
-daniel bonilla

It’s been a while.

PamNanet — Sun, 08 Aug 2010 18:09:00 +0000

I wont write much but I will try to put as much as I can.

It will be like a short detailed poem.

What has happen since I last wrote something on my blog. Not much.
I saw a few movies, I’ve seen people, I’ve met new people, I’ve met movie stars.
Not much has happen though.
I drove a mini van.
At one point people actually needed me. I am an attention whore sometime.
I went to Albany, to pick some one up. I’ve made some few bucks here and there.
I am still single.
I’ve seen things, new things, cool things.
Ive learned new songs on Jane my guitar.
I’ve got to go out.
I hung out with my 3 bro’s the other night. That was fun. Wu-Tang Clang ain’t nothin’ ta fuck wit !!!
And not much has happen that sound exciting.
But i’m still alive.

Tomorrow is a new day
-Daniel Bonilla

Why ??

PamNanet — Tue, 03 Aug 2010 21:12:00 +0000

I haven’t written much here. I am not sure why.

The truth is all I ask for.

PamNanet — Sat, 24 Jul 2010 09:21:00 +0000

Not a lie, not a fib
the truth is all i ask for
don’t hide behind your walls
don’t pretend to be
just be honest
it wont hurt my feelings
it wont change my ways
lies only hurt you
lies will make things worst
it will come back to haunt you
all I want is the truth
honesty
your word

I can trust you . . . . . can I

Reasons why things happen the way they do.

PamNanet — Sat, 10 Jul 2010 05:44:00 +0000

Hi World is me again. I have not written in my blog for a while but I am back or something like that. I do have a lot of things on my mind but i guess I will express my self one post at a time. Today post is about reasons thing happen. It is one of the hardest thing to understand, but at the end of the day what’s done happened. Usually to figure out why things in your life has happened you need to trace back your steps. Only way to remember where you are going. It is kinda hard to remember where you are going when you have many different equations randomly happening. Why do they happen that way, time will tell.

I have always been a person to trace back my steps to remember who I am now and why I am still here. I feel like in my life there are still some unanswered question about why, but I can’t dwell on the why. I must continue making a new path in life and finding happiness. These past few months have been the hardest for me. I felt like I was alone, no one was out there helping me, unwanted and all that jazz. This was the story of my life, But what happened was I was shutting the whole world around me. My family and friend all wanted to help me, but I kept them out of my life. Little did I know people did care about me. I stopped dwelling on the negative and tried looking towards the positive. Keeping my mind open and just hearing out what people had to say. It helped me a lot. It has made me a stronger person. Now looking back why all the negative happened to me so suddenly is because something in my life wasn’t working out. Something just want clicking. The reason why I am who I am is because of the negative. It took me a while to figure it out but little by little I found a reason.

This whole life is about learning and just trying to find the right piece to the puzzle. It is all about trial and error. Finding a reason why. It is always good to know why things has happened so then you know not to do it again. It is always good to know where you have been so you wont forget where you are going. Life was meant to be lived and explore the new. Try new things, see new people, be free. One advice I have is keep on trekking if things are hard and not going your way. Good always shows up some way some how. You might realize it but the reason that negative has happened to you and you alone is because something bigger was waiting for you out there. Stay positive world and make it happen, your reason will be revealed soon.

-Daniel Bonilla

Attempt something

PamNanet — Sat, 03 Jul 2010 03:56:00 +0000

This is a short one. I think soon enough I will attempt to write a song of some sort. I think i have it in me to write a song. I just hope it’s not cheesy. I know i have it in me to get a sexy song happening. lol

Since we last met.

PamNanet — Mon, 28 Jun 2010 19:40:00 +0000

Since we last met, many things have changed. I am not living back home. I was in New Jersey working in a supermarket. Now i am done with that task. It was known to be a short temporary time working out there. While in NJ I found out poison ivy sucks ass. A city boy like me would not know good from bad plants. I must have mess with the wrong tree. While I was in Jersey I was able to open my mind and just escape from the city. I’m done hiding, my mind is clear now.

I will write more tonight.

Cool

PamNanet — Mon, 28 Jun 2010 07:37:00 +0000

New layout of my blog. More to talk about soon !