Hi World is me again. I have not written in my blog for a while but I am back or something like that. I do have a lot of things on my mind but i guess I will express my self one post at a time. Today post is about reasons thing happen. It is one of the hardest thing to understand, but at the end of the day what’s done happened. Usually to figure out why things in your life has happened you need to trace back your steps. Only way to remember where you are going. It is kinda hard to remember where you are going when you have many different equations randomly happening. Why do they happen that way, time will tell.
I have always been a person to trace back my steps to remember who I am now and why I am still here. I feel like in my life there are still some unanswered question about why, but I can’t dwell on the why. I must continue making a new path in life and finding happiness. These past few months have been the hardest for me. I felt like I was alone, no one was out there helping me, unwanted and all that jazz. This was the story of my life, But what happened was I was shutting the whole world around me. My family and friend all wanted to help me, but I kept them out of my life. Little did I know people did care about me. I stopped dwelling on the negative and tried looking towards the positive. Keeping my mind open and just hearing out what people had to say. It helped me a lot. It has made me a stronger person. Now looking back why all the negative happened to me so suddenly is because something in my life wasn’t working out. Something just want clicking. The reason why I am who I am is because of the negative. It took me a while to figure it out but little by little I found a reason.
This whole life is about learning and just trying to find the right piece to the puzzle. It is all about trial and error. Finding a reason why. It is always good to know why things has happened so then you know not to do it again. It is always good to know where you have been so you wont forget where you are going. Life was meant to be lived and explore the new. Try new things, see new people, be free. One advice I have is keep on trekking if things are hard and not going your way. Good always shows up some way some how. You might realize it but the reason that negative has happened to you and you alone is because something bigger was waiting for you out there. Stay positive world and make it happen, your reason will be revealed soon.
-Daniel Bonilla